Sometimes I guess life just doesn’t work out or so you feel. Be it at home or outside. It just seems as if you’re not good enough. You just feel like running away from everything. You start cursing yourself as to why you made those life choices. You just start to feel like shedding those baggages and running away. But then the emotional connect comes back. Is running away really a solution. Am I going to be better that way? Whether you suffer or you prosper, you can’t just run away from yourself, your life. I mean, because we’re able to feel the way we do, everything goes so bad sometimes. But look at the other side, every small feeling of joy, happiness, appreciation, pride, contentment, peace etc. is also because of our ability to be able to feel.
Writing this thing is down is hard for me but at the same time I believe it is healing me as I do it. I believe writng lets me release the pressure little by little.
I believe it gives me the feeling that I’m going away in a world where I’m alone, and it’s just peaceful, silent, tranquil and beautiful. The wounds are slowly fading away as more and more words start to form.
I just hope and pray for everybody so that everyone can get an outlet to release themselves of their pain, agony etc. Everyone can find a place of their own which is just yours to be at for sometime. Just be there, spend time, heal yourself and come back. Because our emotions will hurt us, it’ll not go away.
Om Shanti..?