Why do you seek a challenge? – I don’t know. I just want to experience a new thing and feel that feeling of happiness in doing something. Can also say that I want to have that thrill of the unknown.
How will the happiness come? – When I feel that I’ve done something. I’ve contributed to something positive. Others are valuing my work. And of course, some monetary gain would be good.
Are you doing it because you feel ‘the grass is greener on the other side’ ? – Well, tbh part of me feels that, but I’m constantly trying to tell myself that nothing is more or less difficult if you average it out. And, I need to be mentally prepared to fail. There’s more chance of failure than success.
Your plans? – Well, first and foremost, to not invest anything from savings. Then, to get associated part time first and try and learn as much as possible.
Any fear? – The mind becomes speculative, it wants to go ahead of time and create an outcome. It also relates to my past failures in trying new things. I’m trying to be as open minded as I can be. I’m trying think of the worst so that I can be prepared for anything that comes at me. I’m trying to defuse my ego so that I can stay at the bottom and learn everything that comes my way.
Anything else? – Nothing other than not letting the mind get away from my grip.
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